marți, 22 martie 2011

Changes...

Schimbari....schimbari... Unii isi gasesc jumatatea...altii isi gasesc un job, undeva departe de casa si de prieteni...
Altii se hotarasc sa invete peste hotare...calatorii....bagaje...intr'un final, toate se numesc schimbari, iar mie nu imi plac.
Doare sa ma uit in jurul meu, sa observ lipsa tuturor celor apropiati, si de ce? Ca sa traim...
Ultima schimbare...mai dureroasa decat oricare alta, ireversibila, ne afecteaza cel mai tare! Daca mie imi e greu sa accept..cum as putea sustine persoana cea mai apropiata care a cunoscut indeaproape acest suflet bun...tanar...care s'a dus "dincolo" fara nici un pacat...un alb imaculat, precum rochia de mireasa in care calatoreste acum...precum fulgii grei de nea ce curg peste inimile celor in suferinta acum...
Nu exista descriere a ceea ce se intampla acum...exista un strigat disperat al mamei dupa ceea ce a fost pana ieri "fetita ei"...exista lacrimi, si poate nu indeajuns, pentru incorectitudinea pe care trebuie sa o acceptam..
Tot ce putem face e sa ne amintim...sa vedem iar acel zambet pur din curtea corpului K...ea va trai mereu, prin cei ce i'au fost apropiati si au cunoscut'o asa cum ea a lasat sa fie cunoscuta...

duminică, 13 februarie 2011

Pe urmele mele...

Gheata...multa gheata..pe jos...si nu numai...pe masini...pe case...peste tot...
El se cauta de mult...mult timp...cateodata crede ca e prea mult si vrea sa renunte...se resemneaza doar temporar, caci intervin fortele divine cu semne neintelese...de ce?...de ce acum?..sau de ce...inca?...scopul? "ce vreau de la mine?"
Un taxiu...il urmareste..se indeparteaza...dar nu il pierde..se indreapta spre un loc cunoscut, ar putea duce la el..dar nu...avarii...nu'i aici...merge mai departe...un autobuz...daca e in el?..o fii in statie...nu...aici e capatul, de aici nu mai urca..tot timpul merge numai pana aici...si se intoarce..nu era...
"Oare stiu ca ma caut?"
Un vant rece il face sa se acunda mai bine in geaca. Vrea sa cerceteze strada, dar nu vede, gluga a cazut pe ochi...ar intreba, dar nimeni nu stie ce cauta el...toti il stiu acolo...dar e atat de departe...nici el nu stie unde...e sufletul pierdut...nevazut...ascuns intr'un corp plin de suferinta...poate nici corpul nu stie de ce sufera...

Dorinta...il mistuie...iar vine noaptea..vise...cosmaruri..."unde esti? de ce te ascunzi?"


Timpul trece...se scurge minut cu minut...nu a mai ramas mult, iar cautarea se va opri...rezultatul?...

miercuri, 1 septembrie 2010

La roux - In for the Kill




We can fight our desires 
But when we start making fires 
We get ever so hot 
Whether we like it or not
They say we can love who we trust
But what is love without lust? 
Two hearts with accurate devotions 
And what are feelings without emotions? 

I'm going in for the kill 
I'm doing it for a thrill 
Oh I'm hoping you'll understand 
And not let go of my hand
(x2) 

I hang my hopes out on the line 
Will they be ready for you in time 
If you leave them out too long 
They'll be withered by the sun 
Full stops and exclamation marks 
My words stumble before I start 
How far can you send emotions? 
Can this bridge cross the ocean? 

I'm going in for the kill 
I'm doing it for a thrill 
Oh I'm hoping you'll understand 
And not let go of my hand La roux - in for the kill
(x2) 

Let's go to war
To make peace
Let's be cold
To create heat
I hope in darkness
We can see
And you're not blinded by the light from me 

I'm going in for the kill 
I'm doing it for a thrill 
Oh I'm hoping you'll understand 
And not let go of my hand 

sâmbătă, 6 februarie 2010

Dub FX - Love me or not , with lyrics



Lyrics...

You can love me or not
but either way I've got to wake up to face another day tomorrow morning
You can love me or not
but either way I've got the sunrise lookin' in my eyes
And I know
I can love you or not
but either way you've got to wake up to face another day tomorrow morning
Tomorrow morning

I'm not getting used to
my new solitude
I've still got a photo in my wallet of you
I've got to stop myself from picking up the phone
and just calling you
I've got to keep my emotions together
and forever
So don't be afraid
I can't erase memories with the actions i seize
And I
cannot erase
Your smile and your eyes with your hair in the breeze

The only way for me to move on is to write it in a song
That life goes on
And I kicked off this surd
with no one to hold it's getting cold and my chest hurts


You can love me or not
but either way I've got to wake up to face another day tomorrow morning
You can love me or not
but either way I've got the sunrise lookin' in my eyes
And I know
I can love you or not
but either way you've got to wake up to face another day tomorrow morning

Tomorrow morning
What will the world bring?
What will it bring to me?

You've got to be strong
your story goes on and on
even though our page is gone
'Cause there's a world out there
And even though it ain't fair
you've got to not be scared
'Cause I swear
I'll always be true to you
Forgetting your smiles and eyes
well I could never do
Your love is skin-deep with me
You could never be replaced even though you know my heart is free

And don't be afraid

I can't erase memories with the actions i seize
And I
cannot erase
Your smile and your eyes with your hair in the breeze


The only way for me to move on is to write it in a song
That life goes on
And I kicked off this surd
with no one to hold it's getting cold and my chest hurts
You can love me or not
but either way I've got to wake up to face another day tomorrow morning
You can love me or not
but either way I've got the sunrise lookin' in my eyes
And I know
I can love you or not
but either way you've got to wake up to face another day tomorrow morning

Tomorrow morning
What will the world bring?

joi, 1 octombrie 2009

C'est magnifique! with lyrics



agreed, there existed other ways of parting
if we looked at the bright side it might be able to help us
In this bitter silence, i decided to forgive you
it is the faults that we might do when we love someone so much
agreed the small girl in me often claimed you
you were almost like a mother, you edged me, u protected me
I've stolen your blood that we wont leave each other
in the middle of words and dreams im gonna shout:
I love you, I love you
like a crazy person like a soldier
like a star of cinema
I love you, I love you
as a wolf, as a king
as a man that i'm not
you see, i love you like that

agreed, I trusted you in all my smiles and secrets.
even those, alone whose brother is the unconfessed security guard
In this stony house,
Satan watched us dance
I wanted so much the war of bodies which made peace
I love you, I love you
like a crazy person like a soldier
like a star of cinema
I love you, I love you
as a wolf, as a king
as a man that i'm not
you see, i love you like that

sâmbătă, 19 septembrie 2009

Niente...




And I know she knows that I'm not fond of asking
True or false it maybe be she's still out to get me
Just don't let me down
Just don't let me down
Hold on to your kite
Just don't let me down
Just don't let me down
Hold on to your kite
Just don't let me down
Just don't let me down
Hold on to this kite
Just don't let me down
plimbari lungi, curbe multe...munte...mare...mda
cateodata ma opresc din derularea imaginilor din minte si incep sa gandesc..prost ..daca? dar daca? totu' se intuneca pana la prima scanteie de optimism din omu care am vrut sa raman...
nothing much...depression here...dar poate reusesc s'o las aici...
wait and see...italy is great...yellow doesn't help...maybe paco...
in love...de multa vreme incoa..

luni, 6 iulie 2009

Ce'i asta, conspiratie???

Ce'i asta frate, conspiratie?
A venit vara, lasati'o pe ramo, AVETI CE FACE...