luni, 25 septembrie 2017

I´ve stumbled upon this old song which brought back memories of dark days experienced long long time ago...to be fair it brings some kind of sadness, but none of the pain. I know it was hard, but time heals everything, right?
Anyhow, the song is beautiful whether you´re ¨home or far¨ ;)



Let her go - by Passenger

Well you only need the light when it's burning low
Only miss the sun when it starts to snow
Only know you love her when you let her go
Only know you've been high when you're feeling low
Only hate the road when you're missing home
Only know you love her when you let her go
And you let her go...

Staring at the bottom of your glass
Hoping one day you'll make a dream last
But dreams come slow and they go so fast
You see her when you close your eyes
Maybe one day you'll understand why
Everything you touch surely dies

But you only need the light when it's burning low
Only miss the sun when it starts to snow
Only know you love her when you let her go
Only know you've been high when you're feeling low
Only hate the road when you're missing home
Only know you love her when you let her go
And you let her go...

sâmbătă, 16 februarie 2013

RIP Bicu!

RIP Bicu!

Nimeni nu traieste vesnic, totusi ma gandesc..de ce el, si cum asa?
Where did i go wrong along the way?

Departe..ultimul drum si eu aici...mii de km departare..
Life sucks!

"Sti bancul cu iarna?"
"...."
"Iar n'am bani :)) " zicea...
..radeam..

luni, 28 ianuarie 2013

It's you again!


I hate you for opening my eyes and see the truth..but it made me stronger after time and I love you for that...haven't cried since then, which is good in a robotized kind of way, isn't it?...
Growing each day throughout experiences, I cought myself losing feelings, replacing the blanks with policy and procedure lines, deeper, until I couldn't make a difference anymore.
Most amazing thing is that only you...can change this...

Until then I'll just be here, far away, listening to lame songs and being sad from time to time. There! I've said it!

vineri, 10 februarie 2012

what's new?

Sorrow is one of the vibrations that prove the fact of living ...


marți, 31 ianuarie 2012

au trecut..

au trecut ani...dar timpul scurs n'a facut decat sa adauge timp starii...neschimband'o
imi place sa numesc stare ceea ce multi numesc...tu cum o numesti?...

duminică, 1 ianuarie 2012

Se poate sa fie zi...se poate sa nu...


aceasta problema trebuie dezbatuta, iar o solutie ar face bine tuturor :)) 
promit sa nu ma mai cert... :))
dar sa ne distram in continuare cu inside'ul..sa nu uitam de ce'am venit, sa nu...
eh nah :))
nu nu nu...dar da?..unde e?
aaaaaaaaa.....il voi gasi fara cautare! 
cum pot simti ca nu simt ce simteam cand nu simteam nimic???

duminică, 11 septembrie 2011

De fiecare data...incerc ceva nou din trecut

Ori de cate ori...am nevoie de MINE, vin la marginea patului, ma trezesc usor...imi fac o cafea, imi fumez tigara mentolata (de ceva timp incoace) si astept sa revin... sunt aici!
Nimeni nu m'a crezut...niciuna din personalitatile multiple nu m'a sustinut in noua atitudine, dar acum imi multumesc si ma imping spre un nou joc...mai gol si mai sigur...
Tastele se lasa apasate...miserupismul de care dau dovada ma lasa sa'mi bat joc..de mine...de tot...e chiar amuzant cat noroi pot arunca, pot primi...nu mai exista suspans...exista jeg adanc, exista goliciune si inocenta sexuala...i'am gasit'o si o voi pastra..un timp..pana la plictis...nici macar purul adevar nu ma mai atrage..
E timpul sa ma las in pace, din nou...eu in schimb voi pleca...mai departe...